i forgotten to add this.

GOOD LUCK TO MY FRIENDS FOR THEIR A LEVEL RESULT TMR.
:)

i know you all can do it.
waiting to hear good news from you all.
:)


whew.
an enjoyable day yesterday.
i think blogging is getting craze.
even XIUXIA
got a blog okay.
hah.
:)

well.
yesterday i enjoyed myself to the max.
as usual.
there's piano lesson at Punggol yesterday morning.
:)
then after that went home.
hee.
then after that is went out with my friends lor.
hah.

now i am very vexed.
very stress.
anxiety is pilling up.
sigh.
THURSDAY-
i really hope i can pass it on THURSDAY.
piano exam.
:(
haix.
i don't know whether i could do well
i already practice very hard.
very very hard.
i hope i can.
i hope i really can.
:)
I CAN DE!!!!!!

why must he enter into my dream.
why?
i should have really forgotten about him.
a long long time ago.
*shake head*

gtg.
:)
practice piano time.

*pray for me*
friends.
do pray for me.
ciaos!



my sleeping time is going hay wire.
its weird that i only slept like 5 hours on thursday nite
after my exam.
when everyone is sleeping like 8HOURS OR even more than that?

ON FRI to sat.
i slept like for 4hours?
then SAT-SUN
i slept like only 5 hours?
what is wrong?

i have been taking afternoon nap since friday.
oh well.
this is not ME!
of course not.
well i expect this for the moment.
i need more sleep.
:)
SLEEP.

maybe is because the 2-3 hours or not even any sleep during exams.
but nvm.
i got 7 weeks to sleep all i want.
:)

well.
i have been craving for food this few nite.
this include ba chor mee, kuay chap, chay kuay teow,hokkien mee,prawn mee,carrot cake,sugar cane juice etc etc.and ICE-CREAM
oh no.
i went to have supper with my family as usual at block 85 bedok north there yesterday night.
i cannot take it.
i am really super hungry.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?
grr.
no more eating.
im getting fat.
:(
the first hated thing now in the world is WEIGHING MACHINE.

i have been having the same dream over and over again.
i dreamt that i flunk all my papers and something else
how scary is that?
SCARY
:(

let me see what i did for the past few days-
:)

FRI-
cool.
went to have pizza with my friends at TAMPINES MALL.
then went to STARBUCKS n slack.
:)
we went to play true or dare there.
well.
hm.

Sat-
i went to BUGIS first.
inital thought that meeting my friends at Suntec.
so i went to bugis with ting and fel.
in e end my friends didn't went to Suntec.
so i just went home after having lunch.
miss the Ex DPM state funeral service tru the cna.
well.
nvm.
did watched the news after that.
was tearing.
touching.
well.
went for supper after that.
:)
hah.

TODAY-
did not do anything.
went to buy grocery for my mum at abt 6.30pm at NTUC whitesand.
saw ziwei.
:)
went home with her.
thanks girl for helping carry the things.
:)

hah.
i think i am dying soon.
despite the lack of sleep.
somehow.
he have entered into my dream.

HAPPY 20TH BDAY TO CLARA!
:)
yeah


yay.
i am back.

I want to thank all my friends.
XUEJING,XIUXIA,YAFANG,REBEKA,
JOEI,WANHUI,CAROL,YIHUI.
:)
for the memorable year 2.2
with the fun times, crapping, gossiping, mugging, k-boxing, shopping,projects.
whatever.
be it in sch or outside sch.
hope next sem. all of us in the same class eh?

:)

oh yay.
yesterday last paper!
consumer banking.
:(
no comment on it.
just that i was crapping truout the paper.
nvm.
can pass can liao.
i got nothing to say.
cos i was having headache, nearly feel like vommiting out in the exams halls
:(
just a pass
i also don't care liao.

while i was reading my 22nd of feb 2006, wednesday entry.
duh which is like 2 days ago.
:(
i feel like crying.
i am so scared of FOI, PFP and Con banking now.
:(

i just hate exams.
i hate stress.
i hate the feeling when i get so stress and tensed up in the exam hall.
and i just forgotten what i have learnt.
what i have tried to memorise.
i HATED this.
:(
why must i get so tensed up?
i studied.
i really did studied.
but then.
why can't i just score?
sigh.
pray i can pass.
pass pass pass
:(

please.god. thanks.

while.
on a happier note.
we went to Kbox after exam.
me,xuejing,yihui,joei,carol and wanhui went to eat at ljs.
then the 3 guys don't know where.
then xiuxia,yafang and rebeka at Tamp mall food court.
:)
then we went to kbox and waited for the rest.
the three guys were already there.
then waited for yafang and the rest.
then there's 12 of us.
hahs.
spilt into 2 rooms lor.
ganhong, kelvin, zhi xiong,rebeka,xiuxia,yafang one.
the rest of us another room.
we very standard.
first song is jj de.
jj all the way.
to jay chou.
i got fun time laughing.hahs.
went home at abt 9. waited for bus like don't know what.
haix.

FUN TIME DON'T WAIT FOR U.
i am gonna enjoy my hols.
until exams result come out.
and see how i fare.
thats all.
:(

prays*
for me.

oh well.
yay.
i go and sleep somemore leh.
hahs.

there's something missing.
missing.
but i don't know what is it.
:(


i am back.
actually i should be back on FRI.
but then.
i just need to blog.

hell!

Monday paper was alright.
cos i study and did past year paper.
at least i know i can manage the questions on MONDAY.

but then.
Tuesday paper was killer. and hell
the teacher might as well don't set paper?
what question are they asking?
i think i FUMBLE tru the questions.
FOI.
B. just a B i want.
but then.
...........................
i can forget it and dream on.
a pass now is all i want.
all i want.

TODAY-
worst.
yesterday night.
i tried something that i didn't tried for ages.
cos i don't like it.
i drank a cup of coffee.
cos i need more energy.
and because i don't drink coffee.cos i don't like coffe.
i force myself to drink.cos i left with no choice.
and i got the energy to survive.
and i did all my retirement planning.
insurance needs and all the things necessary.
i admit that i didn't study much for theory.
cos i really really was studying hard for the calculations.
i did past year paper.
i did exercises.
i slept for like only 2 hours plus.
and yet.
today when i go into the exam hall and have my paper.
i nearly feel like killing a whole of ppl.
why?
they set the standard of maybe NUS and maybe NTU business students could do the paper.
SMU maybe also.
but then.
i didnt know how to do.
for godness sake 13 marks already gone liao.
gone.
cos i calculate wrongly.
hell..
the retirement part was worst.
i only left like 45mins or so to do like 3a-h questions.
hell.
so many calcualtions.
finding this and that.
:'(

i feel like crying halfway tru the exams.
but i didn't
i don't want history to repeat.
i just tell myself not to be so KC.
cos if i KC.
i would have already totally flop the paper.
i just want a pass for today -PFP paper.

please god.
plus.
my tmr paper.
and yesterday paper.
and monday paper.
which means all lah.

duh.
PFP,FOI,CON BANKING,INT FIN.
all pass can?

crying already.
gtg.
be back on fri.
:(

mugging for tmr paper.
:(

-dd-


my nightmare will begin later on.

nightmare.4days of nightmare.

need a break though.

arghhh.

let me scream.
people
pray for me.

thanks.

wouldn't be blogging for the next few days.
be back on FRI.
:)

-dd-


i am stress.
:(
i need more time and time.
but time does not wait for me.
i need more than anything else on earth right now.
TIME.
why can't time just wait for me?

anyway.
i gotten JJ new album.
yay!
:)

stress time.

well i decide to redo mandy quiz.
so here it goes..

RULES ` 1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. 2. Need to mention the sex of the target.3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they have been tagged. 4. If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again .

<1>
1) accepts me for who i am and WHAT I AM. [but try changing me. cos my character is totally shake head]. contractdicting huh?
2) comfortable with him and vice versa
3) understand me more than anyone else
4) Sweet as well as romantic..
5) able to ta-han maybe my boring ness and also my crap maybe.
6) don't have to be handsome, rich, taller than me etc. cos maybe love is blind?is it true?
7) able to cheer me up when i am down.
8) last but not least,faithful and HE MUST NOT SMOKE!

and the list goes on and on and on and on...
they say list 8 ONLY MA!
hahas
are u there?
hahs.
kidding lah.
in my dreams maybe

<2>
Target- a guy?LOLX
wait a min.
this maybe will just happen in my dream lah.
im not a despo.alright.

the 8 angels who are suppose to do this.
1)tingting
2)felicia
3)dawn
4)leechin
5)jaclyn
6)xianyue
7)cloud
8)mabel

[i haven tag at their blog]
geeks.
nvm.
oh well.
i need to chaos already.

FOI TIME.
plus some INT FIN TIME.
tmr is PFP.
sat is INT FIN AS WELL AS SUN!

so mug mug mug.

[con banking dead lah]

i miss all my friends suddenly.
boohoohoo.
:'(


tired.
i slept at 4am today morning.
and wake up at 7am.
duh.
what is wrong with me.
initially i thought i just want to wake up and went to the washroom.
and who knows.
the first thing i did was to take my toothbrush and then brush my teeth.
then clean my face.
then i am awake.
weird.

tired.
was chioing all the INT FIN into my head.
and what worries me was.
i knew the concepts.
the formulae.
how to calculate.
the theory is like.
eh,half a bucket of water.
dunno.
i think sld be.
but once everyday starts again, i am so scared that i will forget the formulae.
scared i forgotten how to calculate all the various stuff
scared i forgotten the main theory thingy for that part.
what hell is wrong.
and i have only start a bit on FOI.
which means that tonight another mugging time for FOI.
doom.
PFP i haven even start maybe tmr.
think i gona die for con banking.
but i think that one last minute liao.

sigh.

i need more sleep.
oh ya.
later going out for awhile
meet cloud for lunch and buy JJ disc.
hahs.
yesss.
:)

oh well.
Mandy ask me to do this =)

RULES ` 1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. 2. Need to mention the sex of the target.3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they have been tagged. 4. If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again .

<1>
1) accepts me for who i am and WHAT I AM. [but try changing me. cos my character is totally shake head]. contractdicting huh?
2) comfortable with him and vice versa
3) understand me more than anyone else
4) Sweet as well as romantic........
5) able to ta-han maybe my boring ness and also my crap maybe.
6) don't have to be handsome, rich, taller than me etc. cos maybe love is blind?is it true?
7) trustable
8) last but not least,faithful

and the list goes on and on and on and on...
they say list 8 ONLY MA!
hahas
are u there?
hahs.
kidding lah.
in my dreams maybe

<2>
Target- a guy?LOLX
wait a min.
this maybe will just happen in my dream lah.
im not a despo.alright.

the 8 angels who are suppose to do this.
1)tingting
2)felicia
3)dawn
4)leechin
5)jaclyn
6)xianyue
7)cloud
8)mabel

well. its exam time.
msn is so cold.
maybe all the people are mugging.
hm.

gtg for INT FIN mugging time
not again.
tonight is FOI time.
haix.

alright ciaos people!


my mum just came back from the bank.
went to help me deposit money into bank.
hahs.
:)

then when she came back.
she ask me how come i withdraw 540?
since when did i?
hm..
ohh.
then i check the code.
CSL=Consolidated amount for Unposted Transactions in statement
:)
i never update my bank book for like.
thousand of month.
no lah.
like 3months.
thats why.
hahs.

phew.
make me so scared.
hahs

well.
gonna mug for Int Fin.
:)

btw.
i watch full house with tears in my eyes.
its totally touching.
omg..


i didn't manage to finish my FOI as what i expect myself.
simply.
there's a lot of blanks not being filled in.
even when i look at the lecture slides in vbus.
totally useless.
cos some is in the transparencies.
oh well.....

i think i shall start on FOI later and back to INT FIN.
by doing all the tutorials.
help lah.
at this rate.
my con banking and pfp can don't study liao.

gosh.
i went off to buy breakfast leh!
oh ya.
i am losing weight.
even though i am not eating that much this week.
hm.
time to stock up my tidbits already.
hm.
i want chocolates too!
hahs.

nvm.
eat now.
after exam can go on diet..
:)
how i wish next thurs come quickly.

-pray harder for me-

Happy Valentine Day to eveyone.
and happy bday to Jing Xia.
:)
so good hor.
bday falls on valentine.hee.

enjoy people!

-time for me to go mug for FOI already-
:(


MONDAY BLUES.
even though i am at home.
thats the worst thing i can ever find in myself.
...

i slept at 5am this morning.
after revising for my FOI
and woke up at 8.30am.
isn't that cool?
i need sleep.
but i just couldn't sleep.

i think on SAT.
went to watch I NOT STUPID 2 again.
was crying again in the cinema.
hahs.
not only me though.
nice movie with laughter and tears.
well.
came home and was alone at home.
:(
hahs.
bought dinner at Pasir ris Central.
wanted to have carrot cake
but i don't think they have it though..think so
so i bought hor fun instead.
alright.
and hell.
i slept at 10PM worx and woke up at 10am on Sunday.
thats sound impressive.
:)

alright.
i think i shall pity my sister.
since she taking O level this year.
and not only her.
but with 2 of my clever niece and nephew.
i think she must be damn stress ba.
aww.
what crap am i writing?
:(

alright.
i need more sleep thats all.
but right now.

i need to study FOI lah.
...

i can do it.
*pray* for me.
:)


i am stress.
:(
i have only finish reading throught my INT FIN.
and the rest of my subject i haven even start!
:(

arghhh..
why must school have exam?
its a torture to everyone though.

they want us to study till how?
how?
you tell me how?

sian.
i going to start on my FOI now.
ciaos people.

and btw.
i am happy that my mum bought a 256mb mmc card for me.
for my handphone.
and it cost.
hahs.
:)
love you lots.
muahhaha.

okay
go and study liao lah.

i can do it!


whew.
yesterday last day of school
release of O level results
TOTO 10MILLION whoo.

hahs.
i am crazy.
let me see.
i was late for 9am tutorial
see i am always late.
even if i am early.
i think hor. the sky will just crash wor.
hahs.
had FOI tutorial.
get back project and grades.
hahs.
:)
then after that is INT FIN tutorial.
cool.
just check coursework grade and then just went to lab.
just like 5 mins plus.
hehe.
waited for yafang and gang.
:)
however i am super piss off.
but anyway. ya
went to mcdonald and have lunch.
was crapping aways with my friends.
yep
took photos after that.
hahs.
then back to school for FOI lecture.
whew-
:(
oh well.

then my mum call me halfway tru my lecture just to tell me that one of my friend brother gotten 11points for like L1R4?
haix.
*shake head*
nvm.
after school, went to take somemore photos.
:)
hee.
HAPPY!
however, w/o wanhui in the photo, as she went to fetch her older sis.
nvm. after exam celebration.
hee.

then went to print stuffs.
then went to KBOX to find ting ting they all.
someone else paid for us.
so paiseh.
haix.
went home at 9plus.
then...
watch NEWS.
and of course.
MAIN TOPIC was O level result.
>.<
the top student right.
wha piang.
siao eh.
when the TV crew zoom into her results slip.
A,A,A,A,A,A,A
ONE,ONE,ONE,ONE,ONE.
straight As plus ALL A1
-.-
how i wish that result slip is mine.
oh well.
...
anyway.
as for toto.
i didn't buy.
but my mum did buy.
and haix.
4numbers out of the 6numbers came out.
and the 4numbers are.
11,23,24,30
you know why?
cos 11 my sis bday, then 23 is mine bday, then 24 is my mum bday then 30 is my bro bday
and then.
the 6numbers that my mum bought was 11,16,23,24,30,43.
and the winning number was 11,15,23,24,30,42.
>.<
oh well. its luck.

now in sch lab.
printing all the stuff needed.
got to revise.
and i might not be back till like?
don't know.
but anyway.
its up to me when to be back.
i might be back next week.
maybe or maybe not.
my revision is far behind.
i got to get all B this time round.
please god.
and thanks.
:)

to my friends and classmates.
good luck for main exam!


the pizza delivery was like?
did they deliver the right pizza?
but anyway.
it was delicious.
i am so full.
hahs.
i mean i just finish the pizza for my dinner.
hahs.
no dinner yesterday.
aww..
nvm. got pizza.

later toto 10million.
anyone buying?
btw.
time flies.
later on is last day of school.
haix.
year 3 coming.
sip coming.
sigh.
:(

btw.
good luck to my friends and junior and whoever getting their O level results later.
yep.
later.
surely can de everyone!
:)

i go and sleep leh.
i need more sleep.
but i couldn't sleep
cos i slept for 3hours straight from 4pm-7pm plus yesterday after coming home from school.
then wake up worx.
piano lesson CANCEL!
heng.
if not,my leg and hands will confirm ache.
cos i hate pedaling.
and when pedal and keep on repeating.
doom.
and i got 2 songs that need pedaling.
HELP!

hahs.
oh well..
shall blog later on.
whew~


Role play today for me was disastrous.
disastrous
comment-not enough self confident.
plus the sudden add in of the problem into the role-play
i didn't even say anything.
cos i don't know what to say.

i think i am not the one in bad mood.
i think wanhui is worst right now.
cos her car was being bang by some cyclist.
omg.
i saw the dent.and was like hell.
and she didn't manage to get hold of the cyclist.
hm.
sld have gotten hold.
must compensate.
sigh.

if i were her.
i would have just burst into tears.
:(
arghhh.
what is this?
you cycle,cycle on path.
not on the road?
aiyoyo.
shake head.
tmr long day again.

but i am happy that later on.
i will be having my study week plus my exams.
paino exams.
and then my deserve break.
yay?
i wanna go holidays.
anyone?

i think that loving someone hurts more than anything.
why?
cos simply.
the person does not know how you feel towards him.
what for you make yourself more hurt and deep down?
hm...
friend. wake up.don't let yourself down again.
i wanna you to be happy than sad.

oh ya. i saw CHEN WEI LIAN and Shi Xin Hui at the entrance of Tp design school fliming. hehe.
:)


i am tired.
i vomited my dinner.
oh gosh.
how gross?
nvm.

feeling much better except for the headache.
oh well.

i must get better tomorrow.
oh well.
:)

and gosh.
there's piano later on.
my leg and hands are aching soon.
help!

I not looking forward to later on.
i scared of all those clumsy things that i will come out with.
oh well..


awwww..
tired.
:(

Yesterday(tues), there's piano.
today, there's piano.
TOMORROW, there's piano.

i am so scared of the black and white keys already.
plus the pedal.

shit me.
sigh.
work hard.
i can do it.

:)

and worst thing is.
:(
after today banking lecture.
there's a meeting on comm skills for role play tomorrow.
i was so like don't know how to blend into the discussion.
think something is wrong with me.
Comm skills.
tomorrow.
JIA YOU EH!

good luck to my juniors, friends and niece for their result on FRI.
i know you can do it.
:)


what is wrong with me?
do you think time will wait for you?
NO!

and then why am i so slack?
something is really not right.
:(

i just came back home from school.
scary for PFP.

and i am scared of tmr.
if the tutor found out something amiss.
i will be doom.
DOOM.
why am i so careless?
boohoo.
i am so afraid right now.
its all my fault.
its all my fault.
:(

sigh.
what should i do?
arghhhhh...

[being in love with someone who don't love you hurts more than when you break up with the one you love]
thats what i quote to my friend yesterday.
am i writing crap right now?

later PIANO lesson.
i need to get MERIT.
i am not aiming at distinction.
is MERIT.
pleaseeee...


oh yea.
i make a mistake
my bro gotten the SONY ERICSSON W800I
hahs.
blur me.
hahs.

oh well
i want that phone lah
What hell?
2megapixels, walkman..
arghhh..
:(

oh well
school today was hell
but at least still okay.
:)

shall be working real hard tomorrow onwards.
i got lots of things to do.
and thats
piano exam, main exam.
and most importantly
find a job to occupy myself for the sem hols.
no supp paper please[ i do not want it]

or else if my piano gonna flunk.
i think my parents will just come after me.
:(

:)
yeah.
i know i can do it.


omg.
blogger deleted two post for me.
and if i post this and the previous post is being deleted.
spare me.

thanks.
:(

aww..
theres school later.
:(

sigh.
and STRESS is coming.
piling up.
my life soon will turn like hell?

and my appetite is weird.
when i am stress.
i usually eat a lot.
this time round.
i get hungry easily.
but when i see those food.
i just eat 2 spoon and thats it.
something's wrong.
:(


blogger delete a post for me.

sigh

i got 2 post for sat.
but it came out only one instead.
oh well.
nvm.

i was saying how freaking is fri.
INT FIN tut. i was closing my eyes.
and i didn't even know how to answer the question ask by my tutor.
sian.

nvm lah.
pass my int fin test.
grades ain't that fantastic.
but still a pass.
which i am grateful for it.
:)
but i am prepared to get a C+ for this sub.
sigh
:(
but i believe if i work hard, i could still get a B
i believe in MIRACLE.
:)

yep.
then on SATURDAY.
was suppose to went out with XJ and mich
but PASIR RIS was raining.
and i got no mood to go out after that.
so i stay at home
and my cousins, cousin in law, and my 2 nephews came over to my house.
:)
yay.
another angpow.
after they stayed for like 2 hour plus.
they went off to another of my relative side i think?
think so?
or dunno.
yay.
more angpows please.
went to sleep after they went off.
tired
after that.
i went to TAMPINES with my family.
they went to buy a new handphone for my BRO.
freak.
MY BROTHER GOTTEN A SONY ERICSSON W800I
arghhhh..
i want that phone.
and it cost like 488?
freak.
but my sis handphone is still the most EX.
hahs.
600 PLUS.
that time my old 6100 also cost about that price.
but my dad use like credit card to pay.
so ya.got discount is it?
dunno forgotten.
nvm.
next year MAY.
i shall change.

and for yesterday.
sigh,
dun say already.
was feeling so down the whole day w/o knowing the reason why.
:(

oh well.
and the thought that later on got school.
makes matter worst.
oh well
school.
sigh.


:(
comm skills is dead.
dead.
dead.

yay?
dead.
you know why?

cause i do wrongly a 6marks question
and its stupid for me.
cause i am contradicting the answer with the question.
fine~

forget it.

after comm skills
is k with my friends.
i need something do to get somethings out of my mind.
went to kbox then.
:)
sing and crap
fun.
i like carol, yihui, and wanhui voice
cause my voice is very very ugly.

and a lot of things happen in Kbox.
hahs.
xuejing they all came over at about 2.
three guys and three girls
hee.
now then i know the three guys sing also very good.
aww.
seems like everyone is good except me.
sigh

well
went to movie after that.
hahs.
with carol
:)
i not stupid too.
i cried and laugh
its touching and funny.
maybe it might sound boring to most of the people
but to me.
it really reflects the important of encouragement.
well..
its okay.
hahs.

i think i am getting into my depress mode before exams starts.
doom~

jiayou for me
jiayou for everyone.

i can do it!


aww..
tmr there's comm skills test.
:(

awww.
i am prepared to fail..

cheer up.
get to study lah!

i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it

tell yourself i can do it.
my classmates.
you all can do it too!
:)
good luck people!


everybody.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

let me round up what i have done for the past few days.

Cny eve
had reunion dinner with my family.
my dad, mum, sis,bro and me.
everyone crowded round the table.
eating away.
talking away.
crapping away.
:)
i love it.
cause we seldom eat together.
hahs.
and we have fun eating all the food on the table.
hee.
:)
we didn't go restaraunt too.
cos it will be crowded and also.
i think the service will be bad ba?
dunno.
anyone who have reunion dinner at restaraunt.
tell me?
we start dinner at 8, ended at about 9plus.
then one by one everyone bath and then my parents gave us ANGPOW
one from each of them.
one from dad and one from mum.
:)
the amount i very super satisfied.
hahs.
then we watch tv.
and countdown.
was on the phone with my friends.
and then when we countdown to 1,
we shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR!
oops.
like i very high.

initially i thought of going for midnight movie.
but then.
i dismissed the thought.
i should spent my time with my family.
alright.
then watch TV.
watch VCD.
then i think i went to bed at about 4plus??
dunno
fall asleep after that.
hehe..

CNY 1st day(chu yi)
:)
woke up at 9plus.
which means i only slept for a pathetic 4hours?
then went to buy breakfast at mac.
hehe.
:)
then after that when i reach home at 10,after buying breakfast home.
my mum was screaming for everyone to bath.
cause we gonna go out soon.
i was like
hell
so fast?
then we quickly eat our breakfast.
and bath
before my cousin,cousin in-law,nieces and nephew and their maid arrive.
:)
then they came over to my house first to bai nian first.
we talk and crap.
and my cousin-in-law is kind of funny. nice to talk to eh.
they arrive for like 15mins
before everyone of us.
went to Bukit Panjang.
my cousin house.
cos my eldest aunt and uncle is over there.
went in and everyone started to say HAPPY NEW YEAR.
and the eldest of course greet one another in hokkien or some other language that i don't even understand.
i tell you.
to visit my paternal side is a serious case of cannot make it.
u know what happened that day?
cause its my dad side.
and then.
casue my nieces and nephews are quite clever especially my eldest aunt grandchildren(my nieces and nephews)
then when my mum gave out ang pow right.
to my niece(whos in Saint Nicholas Girls)
and then to another nephew(who is in sec1, HCI)
then when my dad ask him, how much he gotten for his PSLE
u know his reply.
266....
i just listen to the words.
266.
no mood.
then cause my niece
who is in Saint nic was watching channel 5.
the dunno what award thingy de.
then she was sitting at the side fo the sofa.
and me was sitting on the other side.
and i never talk to her.
and neither did she talk to me.
cause i don't know what to talk to her.
craps.
she didn't even greet my parents lor when we enter the house.
and neither did she greet her aunt and uncle(who is me,my siblings and my cousin who enter the house later on)
just sit there so DAO!
then i just sit there.
and just ignore lor.
heck care.
argh..
then i just sit there and watch tv.
my dad,my mum, my cousin(who came to my house ealier)
was talking to their parents(my cousin and cousin in law lor)
then my sis,bro were playing with my nieces and nephew(the one that came to my house ealier de)
then me sitting alone there.
like dao can anot she?
arghhhhhhhhh.
then soon at about 2 plus.
my third aunt came along and with her is my cousin, cousin in law, my niece and nephew.
hahs.
4generation leh.
when my niece and nephew get married right.
hahs.their children will be 5th generation.
hahs.
okok.
then hor.
give out angpow.
and also hor.
my third aunt granddaughter(my niece)
she's just like 5 or 6 months old.
and you know what she's wearing that day?
guess dress and adidas shoe
freak me out.
but she very cute.
when i tried playing with her.
she would just grab my hand and wanna bite me like that.
hahs.
so cute.
and my third aunt grandchildren hor.
their eyes is super nice leh.
hee.
then my cousin and cousin in law,nieces and nephew came back.
hahs.
then another angpow time.
hahs.
think all my cousin-in-law (woman )
are all getting more and more prettier.
hahs.
then after that.
my cousin(a guy) drove us to my third aunt house.
hee.
guys drive like to speed hor?
hahs.
but its still quite safe.
i wanna learn driving lah.
hehe.
but i envy my cousins.
all my cousin.
got their own car.
hahs.
really pro seh
in my cousin car.
cos only me and my sis, my third aunt and third uncle and of course my cousin
then 2 interesting thing happen.
firstly,out of a suddent, my third aunt was saying my cousin son is studying in the boys sch in bukit timah(hci lah)
then she say so clever, blablabla.
can get into ri, why not choose ri or even chs?
cos nearer to his house(he lives in AMK)
then my cousin who was driving said
neighbouring school also not bad what...
then my aunt never said anything.
thanks cousin
hehe.
secondly, i was sms-ing my friend.
then my aunt chided me saying that don't waste sms.
then my cousin said what you know?
aiyah. got free de ma. moreover. sms more fast de.
then my aunt say.
can call what?
then he(my cousin said)
no lah, sms faster.
or else call meh?
or else write letter arh?
need pigeon anot?
whahahaha.
i was smiling away in my heart.
thanks cousin once again.
:)
no, i am not being mean.
my paternal side.
everyone is very good.
just that.
their qualifications make me inferior.
we went to my third aunt house and slack.
eat there.
play there.
talk there.
then after that.
went back home.
not really early.
then on the way back
my cousin ask my mum.
how come me and my niece(the one who watch tv de lor) age so close(she sec 4 this year)
how come never talk de?
then my mum dunno leh, maybe is because she very clever.
hahs.
dunno leh.
i feel like talking to her.
but i don't know what to talk to her.
well....
sigh.
i think i need to start a conversation with her.
next year maybe
or when she move house?
haix.
went home
and play blackjack with my sister.
hahs.
then watch full house vcd.
muhaha!
sleep at about 3plus.
oops.
tired.

if u are still awake by now..

Second day of new year(chu er)
slept at 3plus right.
wake up at 9plus.
simply my mum just shouted.
wake up lah.
wake up lah.
wanna go out leh.
or else we will be the lastest to arrive
cause we going to my maternal side.
so my mum so kan chiong.
aiyah.
she every year first day and second day kan chiong.
kidding
hahs.
everyone of us just bath.
without having any breakfast or what.
then we went to Aljunied first.
to my second uncle house.
went in there.
eat, drink, talk.
hahs.
then we left about 20minutes later.
cause we going to bedok.
to my uncle house.
one minute after we arrive.
my aunt,my cousins,my cousin in law, my nieces, my nephews.
all starts to arrive.
hahs.
the timing so good.
exchange greetings.
and we started to dig out into the dishes we have on the table.
hahs.
and everywhere you see is just people in the house.
there's even table set up outside the house.
hahs
dunno how many people to be exact.
forget it.
theres dishes like, pineapple rice, fried noodle, chicken wings, curry, vinegar dunno what and blablabla and SHARK FIN!
my uncel wife(my aunt lah,who is also my god mum) is a very good cook!!!!!!
yay!!!!
then we went to play xbox.
then my cousin(who is in primary 6 this year,her year seh.)
ask everyone who wanna play blackjack
then my sis, my bro, my nieces went to play.
i was playing with my baby niece.
hehe.
:)
then when my sis run out and ask my mum for change.
i say u all playing arh.
i wanna join in.
then everyone say. hahs. u wanna join in arh.
i say arh bo then?
hahs.
then i went to play.
n i win like a 30 cents?
muahahah
then we continue eating and playing.
until my cousin(who is like eh, how old, 30plus?)
ask who want to play blackjack.
then my mum join in, my sis join in, my nieces join in, and i join in,
they bet like 1dollar.
so ya.
i win like 3 dollar that time.
so okay.
then i went to take pics.
hahs.
then went to the playground with my nieces(they are young okay)
and then another of my cousin came
with my her husband(my cousin in law),my 2 nieces and 1 nephew.
hahs
then my nephew.
super leh.
he also 12 this year.
then he join in with us once he came in.
and he win like 10bucks?
or 20?
then i was like enough.
go and eat first.
hahs.
then after that.
we continue playing until my cousin who came in after us.
wanted to go and pray.
so they went off.
and then my cousin(who is like 29)
ask who wanna play blackjack
and cause i was talking to my niece(who is 17).
then my niece ask me wanna play?
then i say okok.
lets play.
hahs.
blackjack cool eh.
hahs.
a lot of fun things happen during the games.
i got double ACE once.
hahs.
and i got triple times of 1dollar.
then my cousin was wha..
i should have gotten triple7 ma.
hahs.
7times leh.
but i never.
hahs.
so cool and fun playing with my cousins, my nieces and nephew
hahs.
think my nephew(the one who is 12)
are like lady luck is shinning on him.
hahs.
cos i can see notes on the table with him.
hahs.
:)
as for me.
hahs.
i dunno play how many times that day.
how many rounds that day.
i think hor.
i bring 100 bucks out.
in the end.
i only get 3 dollar.
cos my wallert have only 103 bucks in the end.
is like i win leh. lose. then win.
hahs.
poor me
actually i was on the winning track.
but then.
haix..
nvm.
i still got other times.
muahahha.
:)
then another cousin came.
with my 2 nieces and cousin in law.
hahs.
then we play somemore blackjack(think we play for 2hours?),play with my baby niece, crap and then i slept on my cousin bed.
tired.
*yawns*
then i woke up for STEAMBOAT then.
i had fun.
chatting with my cousins.
teasing my cousins
chatting with my nieces.
hahaha.
hahs.
everyone of us had a fun filled day on the second day i think.
at least to me.
then i think i have stayed at my cousin house that day for like nearly12 hours?
came home tired.
but fun.
that's when i realised i lost 2 angpows.
i remember.
there's 11 people who gave me angpow today.
but hell.
where did the 2 angpow go to.
nvm. lah.
its okay..
forget it lah.
haix.
think i might have drop it when i take out my handphone.
maybe
watch full house vcd.
and i think i slept at 3am again.

my maternal side more fun then my paternal side.
maybe is because i can at least interact with almost everyone from my maternal side.
as for paternal side whether the issue of qualification or maybe i couldn't just interact with them.
maybe i shall try talk to my paternal side relative soon.
hahs.

and i think this year.
there are dunno how many people in my family who are in the year of dog.
i know for kids one lah.
:)
there's four.
two nephew(one from mum and dad side)
one niece(my mum side)
one cousin(my mum side,hahs. she the youngest lot wor. if not hor, among cousin right,my bro would be the youngest)
eh out of point.
cos they primary 6 this year ma.
PSLE......
:)

yesterday i woke up with a headache.
oops.
then when i realised that.
there's school later on.
awwww..
think i gonna reset myself to study mode again.
ciaos people!

and oh ya.
there's somemore angpows not yet collected.
muhaha.
we are not going to malaysia i think this year.
hm..
to my ya lah. paternal side.
haix.or else more angpows.
sigh.
nvm.
unless.
my parents decide to go.
hahs.
:)
cos i think there's a few more cousins, and my malaysia aunt and uncle angpows haven collected.
hahs.
but i am quite satisfied with the amount so far.
300+ hahs.
eh.more to come more to come~
hahs.

and thanks for the time hor.
hahs.
:)

DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
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